走一趟永远不会被人遗忘

I went to Baguio over the weekend and boy, it was like a time warp.

Well. At least I got to be back in Baguio, this time with family. It was just a mere overnight trip for me since I have work today. Oh, and I must commend the cutie Uber driver, Bryan, who picked me up last night from Cubao terminal. I really had a pleasant ride chatting with him, although he's straight. Also for the Uber driver I got this morning, Uber Glenn, we chatted the whole trip to work., and as it turn out he's a Baguio person, so he had a lot of insights about Baguio. He's straight too... but the way he looks straight to my eyes makes me want to think otherwise. :P

Anyway...

I'd like to take on Baguio once again. As suggested by Uber Glenn, I should try backpacking Banawe - Sagada - Baguio, then if I still can, finish the leg with La Union for a surf.

Well, it's a very tempting proposition. I shall work on an itinerary on that. A personal project for this summer. :)

기가 막혀 ... like freshly-baked home-made cookies

"You got a new haircut eh?"

As he was opening the door, on his way out.

"I got bored.", I quipped.

"It looks nice! You look nice."

His parting words, under his smile, as the door closed after him.

Love.Sick.

Though I don't understand any bit of Thai, this song is a sure feel-good song, especially for the love sick.

Oh Lala Oh Lala

Listening to this song makes me think of you, especially the first line. The rest of the song, and the melody - Maharot lang. Haha!

Someday our long weekend, better yet our honeymoon, will be somethin like this 😄

14th-15th-16th

It was an hour almost midnight on the eve of the 14th, but He insisted that he see me despite the late working hours.

A surprise, indeed, for our celebration of the 15th. 

We don't really count, but he remembered we're on our 16th month.

To my sweet chinito, I'love love you always.

Batugan Blues

Yep. I'm currently (still) unemployed. Kahit stipend or abuloy wala akong natatanggap except na lang sa monthly life support ng aking magulang. Yes, sa edad kong ito, fully dependent pa rin ako. Oh, and I haven't really earned a living as of this point of my life/career.

Mas malala pa ngayon, totally batugan ako. Kain-tulog lang ang takbo ng oras ko.
uhm, well, date with my boyfriend of course, either indoor or outdoor. Pero no out of town or major vacations muna. hm, given na walang budget.

Hmm... ano ba sasabihin ko? Well I don't really divulge much detail on my life, or even aspects of it.
hmmmm....

Kilig ni Jjampong

Posting this song just because it makes my boyfriend giddy like a school girl :P

Sana naman ako’y pakingganAt nang ikaw ay malinawanDahil nabihag mo ang aking paningin at damdaminAh sige tawa lang nang tawaAko pa ba ay nakikitaNalilimutan ko ang itsura koKapag kausap na ikawSana naman ako’y pakingganAt nang ikaw ay malinawanDahil nabihag mo ang aking paningin at damdaminOh! Chinito... Chinito...

An Open Invitation

Any of my readers open for a meetup?

Well, it would be a friendly meetup. Definitely over food, or coffee, or tea (whichever you prefer).

Pwede ring over a bucket of beers. Basta willing to meet and get to know.

No, this is not an hookup invitation or a date (so as to keep it clear).

Most likely you'll get to meet me and Jjampong as well.

(Mukhang mas marami willing makameet si Jjampong... kutob ko lang).

So, Here's an invitation. Let me know who'd be willing to go.

P.S.

One just needs to throw it out there, and see how the world will conspire against, or for, the idea.

All I Want For Christmas 2013

I forgot to come up with my annual wishlist for this year :( My wishlists are very particular and detailed. I suggest that you don't refer to it kung ako ang nabunot mong regaluhan. (marami na nagreklamo sa wishlist ko, pagod na ko ipaliwanag ang side ko. haha).

Today, I was out for lunch and shopping with my (non-biological) sister and Jjampong. She was back in the country only for a week, and this was a good opportunity for the two dearest persons in my life to spend some time together. Sila lang pala nagshopping, ako naglilista lang sa isip ko ng wishlist. Timely naman na pagcheck ko, e tagged ako ni Aris.

So here goes

Weekend Getaway :: Up North

August 9 to 11, 2013 - a long weekend. 

Sugar High

I think I'm diabetic.

Boyfie's been amazingly sweet. 

• He always wakes up at 5:30 in the morning (his work is at 9AM) just to greet me a good morning and never fails to bid me a good night as well. 
• He insists to fetch me from work for the whole two months, saying "Sinusulit lang ung free time mo"
• and even offers to apply as my personal driver in the future, once I get my own Audi. (Yes, it has to  be an Audi :P)
• He always remind me of things I need not reminding of but tend to forget ( laundry, lunch, meds, going to work. haha!)
•  He always text me sweet notes every chance he gets.
• and most of his headline status in facebook (i dunno for twitter) is mostly about...me? hehe

These simple gestures are somewhat candies of his affection. The slice of a cake he's given me was when I heard from my friends that he'd chat up with them to check on me. Like this one weekend when I was out of town with my colleagues, he tried to get in contact with one of my company through a friend asking for contact details just to make sure that I've already made the trip safely.

I don't have a sweet tooth, but he's been very sweet and I appreciate that deeply. But I've also heard from some friends that he's overly sweet. haha! Nakakaumay daw. I'm not online often so I don't get to see his FB page, or his twitter everyday. I have checked his previous entries though, and from a another person's (and the other me) perspective, nakakaumay nga. :P 

I don't wish to complain,  but I already asked him to tone it down a bit, especially his public display of affection. 

... only now did I realized that I'm not really the type of guy to PDA. haha!

SMASH - Never Give All the Heart

For the men that I've known Who have clearly shown They've reading him from the start 'Cause when it comes to me Well, their kisses come free But they never give all the heart 

'Cause each time that I fall 
They never give all the heart

Idle Hands

"...When were not working, our hands are idle, and the devil will find work for idle hands to do. And when you have an idle mind, well that’s the devil’s playground too.”

Finally have some free time on my sleeves... any suggestions for some fun time? ;)

Libidineux

For the past two months, I was able to enjoy the weekends - a luxury one would consider in my career. And with that much freedom, I was able to go out as much as I'd like and needed.

Being a lone single 24 year old boy (can't fully own the title of man), I've succumbed to the drive of my hormones, to the pinning of flesh, and the need to bask in eros. In two months time, I can say that I've manage to catch up with the lost years of libidinous brio, and harnessing lewd verve.

I'm a 24 year old, lonesome boy...

You cannot blame me for the macho that's within my loins; it's quite naive to expect one to suppress the salacious vim between his groin. 

Giving In

It all starts with a light tap
of a finger or two
or the back of your hand
Then it softly slides - a caress
Add in ample pressure
You pronate, your palm in touch
Spreading your fingers
slightly flexing
grabbing quite a handful
Your nails, they bore
tender, one way or the other
It sinks in, drawing me closer

Intimacy, a Yearning

Playing in my head for a few days now...
This is the sound of intimacy. The feeling and mood this music gives me, that's how I'd like it to be when I'm making out with my guy...

the touch of his warm hands, 
the smooth caress of his lips, 
the strong embrace and pressing firm body...

All of these and more, that would make me sink deeper in his arms...

sigh...


This music shall play on cue, whenever that blissful moment arise.

Closet

Whilst There's Time

I have always kept my weekends free for possibilities, spontaneity, randomness. But for the past weeks it has been disappointing.

Of Gusts and Tides

Fck.

Wala pang isang buwan mula nang nangumpisal ako, mukhang nababali ko na ang aking panata. Biglang nag-iba ang ihip ng hangin nitong nakaraang linggo, malakas ang hampas pabaling sa kabilang direksyon.

The Fuss About Libido

What I should have said... I'm FREAKING FUCKING HORNY.

I dunno, but my sex drive is on full throttle, and I think it has something to do with my increased appetite and food intake this week. It's either that, or I have a tumour in my head.

Once again I've correlated food with sex! I've been eating up this week, and by the middle of the week I started heating up as well. I feel sexier when I wake up in the morning, in the shower, while dressing up, while stripping down, before going to sleep, and even in the middle of sleep. Sexified? The weekend was quite a torture - all by myself, with nothing to do! My idle mind had the workplace for the Devil comparable to that of Santa's workshop in the freezing North Pole - only mine was all about a scorching frig.

I could have simply jerk myself off. But I resisted. For me, it was not simply about spilling seeds, or easing tension because after every wank I'd still feel a lot of juices left. Persistent friction could result to serious chaffing, you know! It even crossed my mind to search online for a fuck, or wander off in the dark streets of Manila, to cruise public toilets and/or cinemas, and even to check out a certain fiery gay club. Basically, listed outlet options. But I've pondered on each idea and realized that I'm not willing to do any of that now, either being on the safe side or out of hesitations.  Like I've said, it's simply not about doing the deed. I'm not really sure... but there's this feeling of yearning. For a fuck? Perhaps. But but it's more than a compulsion, beyond this physical exploit. A longing for passionate intimacy?

Hmmm...
Then again, I firmly believe that the voracious appetite and surging sexual urges are strongly connected. With the increased caloric intake, it would suffice the necessity for greater energy expenditure. What do you think?



(p.s. If I'm not mistaken, it's a first to have jerk, wank, fuck, dick, horny,urges,  and a lot of sex, in one entry. As well as descriptives for food, i.e. juices, seeds, voracious, intake, but were used for sexual innuendos. I must be really horny and hungry both at the same time. Sheesh.)