Quoi que l'avenir nous réserve...

What's in store for 2016?

I honestly don't know... but what I'd like it to be is to be valuable.

Wise as a Wisp

So it's been awhile. I've had a couple of opportunities to write an update, however I can't seem to put it down in words. There are lot of moments these past weeks that are noteworthy, but the thoughts won't seem to flow out of my head.

Hmm... now that I'm thinking about it, I've actually spoken a lot for the past weeks - more than the last month. People have been coming to me for advices and insights, and I, myself, am surprised to find out that I have a lot to say. Call it wisdom, or hoolahbaloo, but I've been feeling much wiser as the new year begun. Add to that, turning a year older this year, I think being 24 makes me see things clearly compared to being 22. 23 was a transition phase, a year of realizing realities and waking up from childhood fantasies.

I regularly log in here to see what I can babble about, but I can't put any musing in to writing and I owe it to the fact that I've been talking a lot lately. Kumbaga naihinga ko na, so its already out there and I need not write it down. This should explain the lack of update for the past weeks. :)

Avancer

As the new year unfolds, I dare not to look back. This is a year of moving forward. There's nowhere to go but forward. 

PS

One thing people should know about me, when I ask a question I expect an answer. I'm the isangtanong-isangsagot type of guy. For sure, when I ask about something important, I've given it enough thought and have prepared myself to hear the worst. So, don't worry about the truth hurting me. I'd rather have you slap me with the truth, than stab me with lies; hide as much as you like, but when I ask you face to face, don't dare deny.

October 19, 2009

A dinner for two, of pastas and Italian cuisine. It's not simply for the love of pastas, but also because you were a vegetarian. Challenging kang ka-date kasi di ka mahatak sa mga burger shops at steak house. Konsensya ko pa na french fries lang kakainin mo sa Mcdo. Plus, it had to be somewhere fancy... it's a celebration of our 2nd month of being together.

Cubao X was the place... it was a quiet evening. We only had dinner because we started the date late. Nobody's at fault, it was the availability we had. Besides, I was too tired to go around or enjoy a movie. We went back to your place and decided to just watch some film or series on your laptop. It's good that we had the room to ourselves, and that your roomies were already off to vacation.

On that evening we made love. It was that same evening I felt the love for you.

Today, it's been exactly two years since that night I felt that love.

Guess what?

I still do.

On Fate, horoscopes, and holy schmolly: New Year Brings

I tried the Phrases 4 fun app in facebook, the "New Year will Bring ____ in ur Life?". Interesting enough, I got "LOVE" on my first hit and posted it on my wall. Being the sceptic and cynic that [I believe] I am, I gave it another round and got "SUSPENSE". Quite confused, I hit it again and got "Suspense" the second time. Suspense is a little vague and I thought I might get some clarifications if I give it a hit the fourth time. Got "Love" for the second time. 

It's Love vs. Suspense, tied at a score of deuce. I just can't settle with a tie, so I had to see it to the end who'd win in a match of 5...

*click*

*drum roll*

Waw. So the new year will bring me Love-suspense-suspense-love in exact order... Yet in the end, will leave Sadness behind. Something to look forward to, don't you think?

Sigh...
I should have settled with "Love".