Weekend Getaway :: Up North

August 9 to 11, 2013 - a long weekend. 

Idle Hands

"...When were not working, our hands are idle, and the devil will find work for idle hands to do. And when you have an idle mind, well that’s the devil’s playground too.”

Finally have some free time on my sleeves... any suggestions for some fun time? ;)

Bright Lights Bigger City

Now Friday's coolBut there's somethin about Saturday nightYou can't say what you won't doCause you know that you just might

RD and I have been apart for weeks now, about 2 weeks, since he's on vacation back home in Davao. And I'm in Manila, not on vacation, nor a break. I'm starting to doubt myself, and where our relationship stands. We've been apart for weeks, apart this holiday season... and I haven't been really in touch with him. I didn't even call in for Christmas, nor text him belated greetings. I don't even exactly miss him. I have thought about him, but not exactly miss him. Wala yung feeling na "gustung gusto ko siya makita".

Should I feel bad?

He's been texting, "good night", "how are you?", "I'm bored..".
I reply naman; "sleep tight", "i'm fine.", "I'm busy".

But we haven't talked, as in a free flowing conversation. It's either I'm too busy, or I am that lousy. hmm?

Oh, and I've been more in touch with guys from PR. Does that make it worse?

Hangover in the Morning

It just sucks! I'm kind of a morning person pa man din, and not able to have a decent breakfast just irks me. Damn hangover! haha! i think i had about a bottle and a half of 500mL RH. E RH yun... it's one of those drinks that I least prefer. But hey, who am I to complain, I was only invited last night.

Stream 2011-10-08

the idea of it

a prodrome

thumping pulse

building pressure

manifesting aura

Why the sudden compulsion?

For something that has never occurred before

a phenomenon, a rare feat

an adventure awaits

just for me to take bait

or perhaps an omen

of evil things to transpire

exchange of heat, perspire!

Of mischief, no profit

malignant, might not be revertant

Malate

a bruit on auscultation, tempting invitation

sanity on obtundation, inexistent salvation

a need, of instinct and drive, a must to jive

listless, restless, must not be fruitless

Malate

should I succumb, to what could be a catacomb?

Pagod, a drink, an invite, the afternoon, pleasant stroll, and Fabcasts

How's my weekend going down?

The Fuss About Libido

What I should have said... I'm FREAKING FUCKING HORNY.

I dunno, but my sex drive is on full throttle, and I think it has something to do with my increased appetite and food intake this week. It's either that, or I have a tumour in my head.

Once again I've correlated food with sex! I've been eating up this week, and by the middle of the week I started heating up as well. I feel sexier when I wake up in the morning, in the shower, while dressing up, while stripping down, before going to sleep, and even in the middle of sleep. Sexified? The weekend was quite a torture - all by myself, with nothing to do! My idle mind had the workplace for the Devil comparable to that of Santa's workshop in the freezing North Pole - only mine was all about a scorching frig.

I could have simply jerk myself off. But I resisted. For me, it was not simply about spilling seeds, or easing tension because after every wank I'd still feel a lot of juices left. Persistent friction could result to serious chaffing, you know! It even crossed my mind to search online for a fuck, or wander off in the dark streets of Manila, to cruise public toilets and/or cinemas, and even to check out a certain fiery gay club. Basically, listed outlet options. But I've pondered on each idea and realized that I'm not willing to do any of that now, either being on the safe side or out of hesitations.  Like I've said, it's simply not about doing the deed. I'm not really sure... but there's this feeling of yearning. For a fuck? Perhaps. But but it's more than a compulsion, beyond this physical exploit. A longing for passionate intimacy?

Hmmm...
Then again, I firmly believe that the voracious appetite and surging sexual urges are strongly connected. With the increased caloric intake, it would suffice the necessity for greater energy expenditure. What do you think?



(p.s. If I'm not mistaken, it's a first to have jerk, wank, fuck, dick, horny,urges,  and a lot of sex, in one entry. As well as descriptives for food, i.e. juices, seeds, voracious, intake, but were used for sexual innuendos. I must be really horny and hungry both at the same time. Sheesh.)

Impetus

Out on a saturday night - alone. Well it's not unusual, it's just that tonight, I'm feeling quite lonesome.
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Hmm... I was intending to go for a more formal entry, but...wth.

It's Been Awhile

Well, it's been a busy month, and now I'm a free man! Hooorah!

Weekend 2011 0722-0723

Oh yes, I did have a great weekend... ate as much as I could!

I would like to take this opportunity to address the comments from the previous post. Yes guys kumain ako nitong weekend ng pasta.Sad to say, hindi ako natuwa sa mga nakain kong pasta :( Alfredo and Charlie, though a tag team, didn't really stand up to the challenge on Friday eve. On Saturday lunch, a macaroni salad made me wanna puke (kaso fine dining, nakakhiya naman kung gawin ko nga). But not to worry, I had a lot other than pasta. Salmon belly, lamb chops, maki and sushi of different sorts, kebabs, oysters,... in short buffet. AND IT WAS PURE AWESOME OF GASTRONOMIC PROPORTIONS!

I don't really see myself as a foodie, I simply enjoy food. I really take my time when I eat, and I don't mind if I'm the last guy on the table. Food basically has my heart for now. Oh, and also wine! haha! I had a good time on Friday midnight with a friend over a bottle of wine. Now I'm sticking with wine when it comes to drinking the night away (a kwento to tell, hehe).

Scrumptious meals, fine wine, hearty conversations, good times with friends...ang sarap ng buhay!