Nom de Guerre

Born on 20th of October 2009, a pseudonym I penned for myself. 

Victor : from Latin victor, from victus, past participle of vincere, to conquer

Saudade : from Portuguese saudade, from soidade/soydade, an intimate feeling and mood caused by the longing for something absent that is being missed

He's born to conquer my feelings of longing for erst-while lovers.

Yet, it feels he's not living up to his name.

One of my deepest fears...

Swimming in the deep blue sea.

On Sex and Alcohol

This is how it usually goes for me.



Except for shooting truck tires, yes, this is almost always the case for me. I really don't mix sex with alcohol.  There was, however,  only one instance that I had. And it was also my first and only group activity. You may call it foursome, but I think  it was more of a three-plus-onesome. I'll fill you in on the details some other time.

Avancer

As the new year unfolds, I dare not to look back. This is a year of moving forward. There's nowhere to go but forward. 

PS

One thing people should know about me, when I ask a question I expect an answer. I'm the isangtanong-isangsagot type of guy. For sure, when I ask about something important, I've given it enough thought and have prepared myself to hear the worst. So, don't worry about the truth hurting me. I'd rather have you slap me with the truth, than stab me with lies; hide as much as you like, but when I ask you face to face, don't dare deny.