What started out to be a random rant about not being able to move on, turned into a summation of the year that passed. It's quite early for a year-ender, but this post basically sums up 2017 for me. Just had to look for a soundtrack other than Ellie Goulding's Still Falling for You.
Showing posts with label touche. Show all posts
Showing posts with label touche. Show all posts
01 December 2017
27 March 2017
March in the Sun
All those days in the sun
What I'd give to relive just one
Undo what's done
And bring back the light
23 December 2016
Pwede na ba?
Dalawang taon na yun.
Baka pwede na?
Masaya naman na siya... alam mo na rin naman na masaya siya, na ligtas siya. Siguro naman ngayon pwede na, na ikaw naman ang maging masaya.
Alam kong tinutukan mo sarili mo sa loob ng dalawang taon, dinayo ang iba't ibang isla, nilusong ang ang mga dagat, at inakyat mga bundok para lang makalikas mula sa mga alaala nya. Subalit alam naman natin, sa paglubog ng araw, sa iyong paghimlay, walang kasing lamig na kalungkutan ang bumabalot sa iyong puso. Hindi ka man lumuluha, pero sa kalooblooban mo, ang puso mo'y nagluluksa bawat gabi.
"At the end of the day..."
"...no letting go"
Lahat ng ito'y bale wala na ngayon.
Kaya tama na. Dalawang taon na. Pwede na ba?
Baka pwede na?
Masaya naman na siya... alam mo na rin naman na masaya siya, na ligtas siya. Siguro naman ngayon pwede na, na ikaw naman ang maging masaya.
Alam kong tinutukan mo sarili mo sa loob ng dalawang taon, dinayo ang iba't ibang isla, nilusong ang ang mga dagat, at inakyat mga bundok para lang makalikas mula sa mga alaala nya. Subalit alam naman natin, sa paglubog ng araw, sa iyong paghimlay, walang kasing lamig na kalungkutan ang bumabalot sa iyong puso. Hindi ka man lumuluha, pero sa kalooblooban mo, ang puso mo'y nagluluksa bawat gabi.
"At the end of the day..."
"...no letting go"
Lahat ng ito'y bale wala na ngayon.
Kaya tama na. Dalawang taon na. Pwede na ba?
14 March 2016
Admission
For some unthinkable reason, I miss Jjampong more than ever. But not the yearning type of missing. I just plainly miss him. Everyday for the past weeks, despite the stuff I'm dealing with, he'd slide in to thought. Even when there were days that I don't consciously remember him, there's that feeling that I have drained myself thinking of him. I did dream of him once this month but a very faint and vague one at that, the type you'd forget the moment you wake up.
Unthinkable I say, for we had no contact since...well, the break up, and it's been more than a year ago. He did reply to my birthday greeting last August, a brief "Thanks.". No word since then until someone notified me he's off to another country for a short business trip; to which I couldn't help myself but text him a farewell. I'm completely on a social media block out, as I figured since he blocked me from Facebook. Not a single trace of him, even through common friends - I guess they're doing us a favor or some sort.
I miss him, I just do. I can't deny that. I'm simply acknowledging that.
Besides that... there's one thing that's worth to be acknowledged. Surprising as it seems, as it caught me off-guard. I blurted it out to myself, not too loud for anyone to hear...
"Given another chance, I'd fight for your love. No letting go this time...never."
26 December 2013
Clingy Diaries: His Words Sealed the Box of Sanity
Le boyfie always thinks he's not good with words, but he underestimates himself.
20 June 2012
There's the word, and there's the meaning. Then there's the context.
I'm no expert with the language, I do commit grammatical errors. But I do find something wrong with how he utilized the word "palpable", hence the initiating query. To be objective, here's a brief background on the twat. (Kindly disregard the "online status". I'm not seriously looking for any.)
If you've noticed, I did check a dictionary. So, here's how our short conversation went:
oh and if you do have access to PR you'd get to see his current headline,which read as follows:
am i just lonely or am i just naturally horny? hahaha
I didn't really understand what just happened.
13 May 2012
Busy lang talaga ako.
19. G 13. May. 2012 - 18:26
Ah malapit pa rin. I can visit you there. Kaibigan pwede ko bang malaman number mo?
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20. VS 13. May. 2012 - 18:27
093* ** *****
work phone ko ito, don't expect me to reply on time pag nasa work ako. i usually check my phone at the end of the day for personal matters. |
21. G 13. May. 2012 - 18:30
work phone? Sad. Sige huwag na lang.
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22. G 13. May. 2012 - 18:55
Sana hindi na kita minesaje pa
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23. VS 13. May. 2012 - 19:13
it's my personal phone too. pero i got it basically for work. busy lang talaga ako.
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24. VS 13. May. 2012 - 19:13
?
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25. G 13. May. 2012 - 19:15
How can we meet kung ganiyan ka naman. Hayst.
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26. VS 13. May. 2012 - 21:22
anong ganito?
ano ba pagkakaintindi mo sa work phone? you're overreacting. |
27. G 13. May. 2012 - 21:23
Sabi ko paano tayo magkikita kung hindi ka naman nagloload syempre kailangan natin ng pantext
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28. VS 13. May. 2012 - 21:24
?
who says i don't load? i just said na i'd be too busy to reply to not so urgent messages. You put my words out of context. |
29. G 13. May. 2012 - 21:26
You can't blame me we have different perception and I perceive your text differently why? You're indirect.
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30. VS 13. May. 2012 - 21:46
you got poor insight.
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31. G 13. May. 2012 - 21:48
Ouch.. Poor insight. Wow. Personal attack. AKO NA MAY POOR INSIGHT. AKO NA BOBO. Anong klase kang tao para magsalita sa akin ng ganiyan. WE ARE CALLED PERSON COZ' WE DO HAVE DIFFERENT PERSONALITY. I hope you got it.
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32. VS 13. May. 2012 - 21:56
case in point.
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33. G 13. May. 2012 - 21:57
Don't worry this would be my last message. Thank you for being NOT A GOOD PERSON.
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