It's Been Awhile

Well, it's been a busy month, and now I'm a free man! Hooorah!

FB Archive

I'm starting to hate this FB chat archive. I rarely go online on fb chat, kasi kadalasan e naiwas lang ako sa ilang tao na makachat. Pero tonight, I didn't notice I was online. And then I see M is online as well, dun sa left side with minute thumbnails. Naisip ko lang masilip profile nya so iyon yung na-click ko, not knowing that it will only launch the chat box.

At dun lumitaw ang aming long lost chat archive...nung month before ng breakup namin, when were still throwing hugs and kisses for each other.

It's just crappy that FB has to remind me of a past that -...
I will forever look back to that part of my life as the lie that fooled me. Or the truth that I shouldn't have trusted my heart with.

Either way, I'll forever resent that things had to end unhappily.

Pending Invite

I came across an old classmate's facebook page last weekend. We were classmate back in the 6th grade, and after I left that school of mine and transferred to different high school I never heard from him. Never had an idea what happened to him, except for that one time a saw him in a mall a few years ago.

We weren't really buddies back then, we were simply friendly. Can't say we're friends either, we didn't talk about personal stuff. All I remember about him was he was a pokemon geek,and an artistic,uptight snot. Well, he's not really a snot for he was neat, tidy. and he wasn't athletic or active.

Anyway... seeing his recent photos on FB... hmm, I must say, I wanna get my hands dirty with him.

He turned into this yummy dude, which was clearly shown in his topless self portraits. Plus he turned out to be an economista, working for PSE after graduating from a prestigious school.

He turned out to be gwapo. And I rarely use the term, gwapo. For me gwapo does not only govern the physical features, but also the aura one exudes. Looks, achievements and personality (in this case, aura) would be parameters for being gwapo.He's close to gwapo to say the least,  I can't tell from his cute photos if his personality developed together with his body. Is he still the pokemon uptight geek that I used to know, only sexier? Or did he turned out to be the ass who's self-absorbed with his own physique?

I've been thinking of reconnecting with him...mangangamusta ba ga.

...

Fine, I'll be straight with it...
He's cute! and I'd like to get in touch with him thru FB at least. and to see if he's actually a potential potential. I have no idea of his preference, but he looks too cute for girls. And one of his topless self-portraits is ringing a faint memory... I think I've came across that in PR.

So, there...it kind of gives me hint and a sense of hope na...Puweeedeee. *with a knowing nod*


But I haven't sent an invitation yet. I'm anxious of what would that look like, me adding him up in FB after all these years..
Should I?

On Fate, horoscopes, and holy schmolly: New Year Brings

I tried the Phrases 4 fun app in facebook, the "New Year will Bring ____ in ur Life?". Interesting enough, I got "LOVE" on my first hit and posted it on my wall. Being the sceptic and cynic that [I believe] I am, I gave it another round and got "SUSPENSE". Quite confused, I hit it again and got "Suspense" the second time. Suspense is a little vague and I thought I might get some clarifications if I give it a hit the fourth time. Got "Love" for the second time. 

It's Love vs. Suspense, tied at a score of deuce. I just can't settle with a tie, so I had to see it to the end who'd win in a match of 5...

*click*

*drum roll*

Waw. So the new year will bring me Love-suspense-suspense-love in exact order... Yet in the end, will leave Sadness behind. Something to look forward to, don't you think?

Sigh...
I should have settled with "Love".