Lately, I've been having a lot of fun. These past couple of weeks I've been hanging out more often than I ever had in college. I've gone to a club and do nothing but throw my hands in the air and undulate with the crowd (tho I found it such a boring scene. People don't actually dance on the dance floor, hmm). I've spent a little extra from my limited finances on food and dining, and entertainment. I have let myself to be the lakwatsero that I have denied myself from in the past.
Oo, masaya. Party dito, party doon.
But I think that's enough fun for now. There are matters at hand that are in dire need of attention and concentration. Right now, an unfortunate twist of fate is putting me on a rough patch these coming weeks. I'm not quite sure how I'm going to make through it... *sighs*. I'll just have to play the cards at hand, and be careful enough not to make any haste move. Also, I ought to stay away from any form of distraction - that includes all sorts of party, booze, and even boys (...as if meron?).
SWEET BEJEESUS! A roller-coaster ride... I'm really going to be sad and lonely these following days. Add that to the stress from all the work, the frustration with all the problems, and anxiety brought by the worries. Depression is inevitable. Hopefully I make it through.
I'm going to be yearning for some form of comfort by the middle of the week. *sigh*