31 July 2011

'nuf F-U-N

Lately, I've been having a lot of fun. These past couple of weeks I've been hanging out more often than I ever had in college. I've gone to a club and do nothing but throw my hands in the air and undulate with the crowd (tho I found it such a boring scene. People don't actually dance on the dance floor, hmm). I've spent a little extra from my limited finances on food and dining, and entertainment. I have let myself to be the lakwatsero that I have denied myself from in the past.

Oo, masaya. Party dito, party doon.

But I think that's enough fun for now. There are matters at hand that are in dire need of attention and concentration. Right now, an unfortunate twist of fate is putting me on a rough patch these coming weeks. I'm not quite sure how I'm going to make through it... *sighs*. I'll just have to play the cards at hand, and be careful enough not to make any haste move. Also, I ought to stay away from any form of distraction - that includes all sorts of party, booze, and even boys (...as if meron?).

SWEET BEJEESUS! A roller-coaster ride... I'm really going to be sad and lonely these following days. Add that to the stress from all the work, the frustration with all the problems, and anxiety brought by the worries. Depression is inevitable. Hopefully I make it through. 
I'm going to be yearning for some form of comfort by the middle of the week. *sigh*


린코 said...

hahaha. apir! wla munang boys. :))

Viktor Saudad said...

Uhm, I'm not really as thrilled as you are. :(

Actually I'm hoping for a boy to at least be there when the time comes I'm too down.

Tantan Decena said...

Good luck to you, then. :)

Viktor Saudad said...

Thanks Tantan.

RoNRoNTuRoN said...

ahahaha, partyyy boi!!!!!! hehehe... masaya yan... sa simula... I miss partying though.

Mugen said...

Life is a rollercoaster. Kaya mo yan, andito lang kami makikinig sayo.

린코 said...

i actually do like someone, its just that, my life is far too complicated at the moment. :)

Viktor Saudad said...

Dagdag paang bagyo... kung di nga naman minamalas, oo!

@Ron, di naman ako party boy. hehe. nagbackout na ko sa party na pupuntahan ko sana this week. This week, no partying talaga.

@Mugen... indeed rollercoaster. I hope to endure this ride and be able to walk it off off unscathed.

@Nik ANO BA!? Like lang naman, as long as he makes you feel good. You don't really have to do anything if it would only compromise further your already complicated life. Might as well enjoy the kilig this boy brings. Ako nga, settling for the transient kilig episodes from my boy crushes.