Now Friday's coolBut there's somethin about Saturday nightYou can't say what you won't doCause you know that you just might
RD and I have been apart for weeks now, about 2 weeks, since he's on vacation back home in Davao. And I'm in Manila, not on vacation, nor a break. I'm starting to doubt myself, and where our relationship stands. We've been apart for weeks, apart this holiday season... and I haven't been really in touch with him. I didn't even call in for Christmas, nor text him belated greetings. I don't even exactly miss him. I have thought about him, but not exactly miss him. Wala yung feeling na "gustung gusto ko siya makita".
Should I feel bad?
He's been texting, "good night", "how are you?", "I'm bored..".
I reply naman; "sleep tight", "i'm fine.", "I'm busy".
But we haven't talked, as in a free flowing conversation. It's either I'm too busy, or I am that lousy. hmm?
Oh, and I've been more in touch with guys from PR. Does that make it worse?