15 February 2016

Tell me something I can hold on to forever and never let go.

Forever and ever...

No letting go...walang bibitaw...


Those were his words... back when he and I, were a we, an us.
But since our parting, he only left me with these words - words I couldn't deny holding on to for the dear life (or love) out of me:

Whenever a guy professes his love for me, it always set off something like an internal clock, a ticking timer, a countdown to an end. For reasons I never understood, but that's how it has always been even with him. His only advantage was, I made myself believe in our fairy tale affair, with his declarations of everlasting love - of a Forever. I held on to his words for as much as I could... until today.

It has been more than a year, and I would like to hear from him again - his words that I shall forever honour and hold on to... only this time, I want to hear it differently, to hear something more...

: Tell me something I can hold on to forever and never let go.
:: Let go. 

2 comments:

Simon said...

I know that feeling.. Its really hard to let go of something that is dearly implanted in you.

Pepe v2.0 said...

urgh.. lump on my throat. hard to put more words into this piece.

it is true- love holds people together and it is also another form of love that tells us to let go. i believe love transcends into many forms, from energy to another. may you find that kind of love, that kind of energy you most need now.